s0 lets dRift away

Nov 11, 2004 21:42

hello     It`s been quite some time.

ive been sitting here, trying to find out what to do with myself because im bored.
There's really nothin to say ...
nothin new really happening in my life. haha!
Last weekend was pretty cool. Devin Boutcher and I have been bumping into eachother alot.. You're changin, and u'll never look the same again.. haha *sad face*.. its true though. I never thought about that. Its crrrazzy!
I think me and tamara, kate and mel might SKATEBOARD tomorrow! I hope soooo ! Yaaay!
We got some Fireball left to drink .. egh!
* i miss nicole .B !!! Im drifting away from everyone! Time brings change, im learning how to accept change, now. I used to hate it, now ... i understand it.

Look,
if ur mad at me, i really dont care. im not going to apologize -cus its rediculous.
if we're distant -now- unlike we use to be, its ur fault not mine.
don't tell me u miss me, cus i dont know how to react to that and i dont miss u back.
i've just been giving, but aint been getting and maybe i should stop?
im not getting anywhere. i dont wanna hear about the 'past' cus it didnt last! u left my side, and i had nothing but a feeling of pain, that i didnt know what to do about.Then time made it better, and im stronger, and i wont fall for that bullshit again!

im growing up.realizing new things...im being introducted to new things, new people. i understand more than i used to. i speak more freely than i used to, and some of my friends should do the same.

u like to think that i`m a perfect drug    just know that nothing u do will bring u closer to me .
× kathie
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