lungkot ang taong tulod ko...

Mar 07, 2006 21:11

it was 4pm.sumakay ako ng tryk punta sa shop...
wen i got der emil was der waitng for me...
i was hapi den...
thinking of nothing but are recitation in filipino on mon.
(mahirp kc)
we talked and talked and gave out laughs...
it was tym...
i asked
"san tyo ka2in?"
he answered.
"kht san!kung san mo gus2!"
now my head start thinking...very deep...
lyk i was in an another planet
he asked agaen...
"oh!ano san tyo kain?"
i ddn't answerd..
why?
dnt know why at 1st but...
i remmberd i had problems w/c i can't run from...
it suddenly made me sad...
very sad
i never felt this way about it...
dnt know why...
but i hate it!

know emil was very mad asking me so many times...
i got mad...
"wag ka nga makulit!"
he answered"bkit ano gngwa ko???nagta2nng lng namn ako"
"halika kunin natin pera ko kay jake tapos kumain n tyo..."

waitng for a tryk i standed der lyk i was fallng into broken pieces.
the tryk was der.we got on and nevr gave a word.
as we come to jake location i got more mad for jake havn't got my money.
for he had to pay something.

fine got a little money and went off.
standind on the side walk i asked immediately.
"san tyo ka2in?"
he answerd."sa binalot nlang"
i agree and went on...

as we got der i started crying while he was tellng me how bad i was.
i ddn't cry but i could not stop it...
as r fud got der i started thinkng...

Lord,swa na kumain ng pagkain ng gn2.
hnd ko matiis!lalo ako nang hi2na...
hnd na ako msya sa gan2...
mis ko narin si james...sobra!
hrap ang wla nag a2lga syo....mahrap!\
(inalis ko ang iba kc confidential!)

i told emil dis and he understnd.he said he was sori but i shud had told him da 1st place...
but i cudn't i was gettng weak tellng people...
kc ayw ko maawa cla o kyo...
kng m2bsa nyo to...pls dnt tell...kip it 2 ur self nlang dnt give commnts 2 oder people bout this its nothing..dnt wori di mlki ang prob ko!!!sad lng me..
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