May 06, 2005 14:37
Well i got what i wanted and i am still not happy at all. I guess it is because he has stopped saying I love you and saying that I am pretty now that he knows that he has me all to his self. I just do not know what to do and I can not take it much longer. I hate all this stuff. I hate being upset and wantting to cry all the time. I cried in class yesterday after me and Gerald got into our little argument. By the way this mister mean guy just does not work for you so stop please. You just sound like you are trying to be my jacka$$ brother. That is not you so just stop it. Well back to everything else. LIFE SUCKS just incase yall have not figured that out. You think it will make you happy and it does not. He gets mad at me for flirting infront of him with one of my friends. Get it Friend. and he just went and tried to take a picture of one of my friends butt in front of me. I just cant stand that he think he can do what every the F$$$ he wants and I do one thing he throughs a hissy fit. Hello GROW UP. This is not going to work if you keeep on acting like this. And Gerald I think you like Tiffany because if you did not you would not answer her phone calls. Why not date her. She is a nice girl. REmber what you told me looks do not matter it is there personality. What happened to that. That is all Tiffany great peronality. By the way why does she always go for the guys I date or am friends with please tell me. First Josh, then levon, then jared (friend), then richard, and now you. Okay that is so wired. She needs to find men that are not taken and are not my friend please. God every little thing bugs me right now. I just want someone to hold me and love me, i can not get that though. And I also want to know why guys alwayz lie, and cheat. It would be a lot easier for yall if yall do cheat on us just to tell us the truth about it. You might lose the girl but yall might be friend and one day hook back up if you are lucky. Well I got to go later dayz