ugh.
things are so messed up right now. i don't know whats going to happen. and i hate that.
i was happy. and now i'm scared that i am going to get hurt.
boys suck.
and she fn wrote to me on her myspace. i've never once talked to her, and she decides to write a blog about me and tell me that she is sorry that i got hurt, and that from what she hears i am a really awesome person. what the hell? who does that?...
and i fursure have no idea what is going on with prom. i told him he was off the hook and he isn't obligated to go with me because of a promise he made in a past conversation. he said he still wanted to go with me, but i pretty much told him that the repurcutions from him going with me would outweigh the fun he would have. because she would be pissed. and i the last thing he needs when he is trying to figure this whole thing out is her being angry with him. i dont know. i dont want to spend that night with anyone else. so we'll see i guess...
i just hate that this whole situation is happening again. but i am fully prepared to fight this time.
i was happy. and now i'm scared that i am going to get hurt.
boys suck.
and she fn wrote to me on her myspace. i've never once talked to her, and she decides to write a blog about me and tell me that she is sorry that i got hurt, and that from what she hears i am a really awesome person. what the hell? who does that?...
and i fursure have no idea what is going on with prom. i told him he was off the hook and he isn't obligated to go with me because of a promise he made in a past conversation. he said he still wanted to go with me, but i pretty much told him that the repurcutions from him going with me would outweigh the fun he would have. because she would be pissed. and i the last thing he needs when he is trying to figure this whole thing out is her being angry with him. i dont know. i dont want to spend that night with anyone else. so we'll see i guess...
i just hate that this whole situation is happening again. but i am fully prepared to fight this time.