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well i haven't updated this in a while :P, well A LOT has happened since i last updates some relali crazy stuff too im still confussed about the whole situation ad have no idea waht to do about it. im just thinking go wit the floww lol and not care even tho i realli do which suxs! school is over in 3 days! but i have to go to school on the monday for my exam =( thankfully reanne can drive me to school for the exam and then i will leave. im goin to miss everyone sooo soo soo much! i might cry lol jk well maybe on the last day my friend alana is moving to hickvill aka orillia im goin to miss her =(
last nite at the banquet was fun. the slide show of all the teams was by far the best part. when the sexy guy football players came on lauren and me were comention on there pants lol there soo tight =P and i can;'t wait till the season starts again well it already has but the games start im goin to go watch some of them last time i almost got tackled by one of the players it was crazy/ scary lol. the night games r by far the best too then yu can hang out wit all your friends =)
im kinda sad tho cuz i am feeling used by one of my close friends. i know she prob doesn't mean it but that is how im feeling its lik shes using me to get to her bf if that makes sense lik she will want me to tell him to call her or ask if they can comeover and stuff ad its lik she puts all her guy friends first infront of me ad it kinda hurts knowing that she cares more about them then she does you. maybe i should get over it.. i dunno
well a lot has happpned between yu know who i guess i dunno its all a very confussing situation it seems lik he only wants to do w.e when hes feeling in the mood to and other then that nothing. i have no idea what he is even thinking anymore. he said hes starting to have feelings for me ad got jealous at the party and said taht he ruined things bewteen us and i thought at school it would have changed becuase of what happened that night but it didn't its still the same old situation.i know i should be trying my hardest to make those feelings stronger but therse so much stuff i have heard and if i do make those and if the thing happens that i keep hearing about does happen then i know im realli screwed if it does... im so :S rite now i dunno if i should just stop.. but i can;t i tryed that last time and then he said all this stuff to me and it made the feelings come bakc ahh im so :S ok im going to stop boring yu now wit my life lol
well CAMP it soon man i cannot wait to meet some new ppl and guys lol :P its going to be soo much fun i cannot wait
lots of love ( my new thingy =D)
katherine xoxo
<3
p.s hoping theres some sort of football game so i can go watch! =D love that game