Apr 11, 2005 18:50
well today the weather was pretty nice.
anyways yes i am a dumbass a shy dumbass lets put it that way. i can't get the guts to go up ad talk to him it sounds so easy but its realli not im so stupid! ad i want to ad everything but then i think o wahts hes thinking prob that im stalking him even though i dun talk to him lol and stuff ad then im always lik ok nvm i wont or w.e and then after i feel soo stupid. everyones been telling me taht i need to talk to him or else nohting will happen... yeah i know its true.. but i get shy,, im not usually shy around ppl but when it comes down to who i like i get it and i hate it to make matters worse i blush too which suxs lol.. kathryn is determand to make me talk to him tomorrow lol wit her which i guess is a good thing.. i dunno lol we will c what happens..
i want to go to a party! realli soon which a bunch of ppl including him ad see if anything happens.. nothing prob will but there still is hope... lol that sounded realli stupid.
well i haev to go i have sooo much hmwk =(
katherine...xoxo