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well today was all right i guess until it came to lunch.. well it wasn't that bad but still..
don't get my wrong i love being single anfd i know this is going to sound realli dumb but i seriously don't care. i do but after being single for so freaking long it gets to you once and a while and it hasn't in the longest time but today it hit.
at lunch after eatting went outside to walk around go down to the plaza walk around colllage manor and what not or around the school anyways once i walk back into the school from the hottness outside witha bunch of ppl. right away you see the couples already holding hands while talking and laughing to their friends or girls putting their heads on their bfs shoulder and there arms around them or this thing i thought was realli cute and to my surprize they were in grade 9 but this morning this guy was holding his gf and he kissed her on the head. just seeing those things made me realize how much i miss it all and being in a relationship. and doing all those things and getting that feeling tahts beyound describing. and then hearing those cute love songs it just realli gets to you.and it realli does suck. i don't want to rush into anything how ever i just fell lonley sometimes. don't get me wrong i think that quite a few ppl at my school are attractive but i don't know some of them and or i just don't like their personalities. maybe i need to go and meet ppl? i don't know other than that everything else seems fine..
anywayss signing off of depressed single woman <3
don't get my wrong i love being single anfd i know this is going to sound realli dumb but i seriously don't care. i do but after being single for so freaking long it gets to you once and a while and it hasn't in the longest time but today it hit.
at lunch after eatting went outside to walk around go down to the plaza walk around colllage manor and what not or around the school anyways once i walk back into the school from the hottness outside witha bunch of ppl. right away you see the couples already holding hands while talking and laughing to their friends or girls putting their heads on their bfs shoulder and there arms around them or this thing i thought was realli cute and to my surprize they were in grade 9 but this morning this guy was holding his gf and he kissed her on the head. just seeing those things made me realize how much i miss it all and being in a relationship. and doing all those things and getting that feeling tahts beyound describing. and then hearing those cute love songs it just realli gets to you.and it realli does suck. i don't want to rush into anything how ever i just fell lonley sometimes. don't get me wrong i think that quite a few ppl at my school are attractive but i don't know some of them and or i just don't like their personalities. maybe i need to go and meet ppl? i don't know other than that everything else seems fine..
anywayss signing off of depressed single woman <3