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Feb 04, 2005 00:34

Girls are the best! Seriously, girls last forever. From my girls who tried to cover for me, to HL with her lovely words, I love all my girls.

Boys are confusing. They make me tired.

Maybe I'm searching for something that doesn't exist. Maybe sparks and butterflies only appear in movies and H/D ficsEven when I'm totally down, my girls always ( Read more... )

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dreamblossom February 4 2005, 02:50:14 UTC

Maybe I'm searching for something that doesn't exist. Maybe sparks and butterflies only appear in movies and H/D fics.

God, I hope not... I'd like to think that it's out there somewhere. Of course, I'm no good on the encouragement front since my "perfect childhood/follow each other to college/talking about marriage couple" just broke up and I'm feeling rather disillusioned myself.

Girls are the best.

katherine_15 February 4 2005, 03:19:06 UTC

Girls are the best.

Yes they are, and so are you.

::hugsmooches::

dreamblossom February 4 2005, 03:25:02 UTC

Aw... *blushes*

I've been feeling rather disillusioned with people in general lately, to be honest, and it's good to know there's still nice people out there. I have more acquaintances here than friends and it makes me sad sometimes.

But hooray for lj peeps.

katherine_15 February 4 2005, 04:43:26 UTC

I was disillusioned with quite a few people last year but I've regained my faith in most of them

Hooray for lj indeed! Otherwise, I would never have known you! ::hugsmooches::

dreamblossom February 4 2005, 04:46:45 UTC

You keep doing that and my head's going to get so big it will explode. And then where will we be? ;)

I'm glad you still have faith in people. And if there's no one out there for someone as sweet as you, then how could there be hope for me? Of course, this is also the girl who's never been in a relationship before. Perhaps hope isn't the issue here, but rather, how pathetic can I be?

*snuggles*

katherine_15 February 4 2005, 05:00:43 UTC

You are perfectly lovely, you know that?

I've never been in a relationship before either, I've only had weird guys, icky guys, stalkers and a terrifying marriage proposal in Camobodia. ::shudders::

While waiting for butterflies to descend on me, I shall contend myself with your lovely H/D fics and perv on the pretty boys!

::snuggles with you::

dreamblossom February 4 2005, 05:16:19 UTC

Nope. Don't know it, can't make me. :P

I've never even been kissed. Beat you. *grins*

a terrifying marriage proposal in Cambodia? Sounds like story material!

I'm so indescribably flattered that you would consider my H/D fics part of the butterfly substitution.

*snuggles and pets*

katherine_15 February 4 2005, 05:20:06 UTC

I will make you believe that you're lovely even if I have to beat you over the head with a stick. Oops, violent tendencies appearing.

I've never even had my hand held. And stupid games where guys held my hand don't count. And flirty guys placing their hands over mine don't count either. Ha, beat you!

::is weirdly gleeful over chastity::

dreamblossom February 4 2005, 05:23:57 UTC

Oooooh... I love it when you get all forceful *winks*

Heh, I've never had my hand held either. So I guess we're pretty even. I have been hugged before (in a nonfriendlike capacity, I think) but both times were completely stupid and so wrong.

*joins in the chastity gleefulness*

katherine_15 February 4 2005, 05:27:35 UTC

Ooh, you like it rough eh? ::leers and giggles::

I have been forcibly kissed before but I ducked and he got me on the nose instead. Dude, I wanted to chop off my nose.

::dances the chastity gleefulness dance::

dreamblossom February 4 2005, 05:32:42 UTC

Oh yeah, baby. *blushes*

Ugh, sounds horrid. Forcibly kissed should not be a term that exists. At least if I have no good memories, I don't have bad ones either. Of course, it's kind of funny that I haven't done any of this little stuff, or any of the big stuff, but I've gotten quite well acquainted with my friend's penis (but not in a way that I think would prevent my chastity celebration). Ironic.

*twirls with chastity giddiness*

katherine_15 February 4 2005, 05:41:02 UTC

I haven't done any little or big stuff either. Sometimes, I wonder if I'm missing out on a lot. ::laughs:: smutty H/D fics helped to introduce me to much of the things that go on behind closed doors.

::snogs you chastely::

::notes the impossibility of earlier act::

dreamblossom February 4 2005, 05:48:27 UTC

Um, I don't think those doors will ever be open to our kind. *cries*

Heh, you probably don't want to know, but the aforementioned act consisted of one hesitantly consensual handjob (before I knew what a handjob was!) and then probably a weeks worth of nights of him getting impatient with my "no's," pulling my hand down his pants and... well I'm sure you get the rest. I try not to think about it too often and I certainly don't count it as a break in chastity. Besides learning rather well what that particular part of the anatomy feels like, it wasn't very enlightening.

*snogs back*

katherine_15 February 4 2005, 06:05:04 UTC

::whispers:: After I learnt what a blowjob was, I was pretty grossed out. I don't think I would ever want such a thing in my mouth. ::grimaces::

That guy sounds awful and pushy.

::loves you madly::

dreamblossom February 4 2005, 06:09:20 UTC

While I find the thought of a blowjob hot enough, I too would probably gag at the thought of giving one (and wouldn't that be an embarrassing moment!)

That guy was an asshole and he sexually molested one of my friends. I cut him no slack now.

*enjoys the love and loves back*

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