stuff...
There's so much to say, but no way to say it. The words are there somewhere, but just don't want to cooperate... I don't understand even half of whats on my mind anyways though. But still.
It's almost a year now since my grandma died... The family is apparantly going to get together to say soem prayers at the grave... I don't know why but it all seems so pointless. Actually I do know why. But ti still seems pointless.
People suck... They mkae no sense. Well maybe smoe of them do but I'm frustrated by teh fact that things can't always go how I want them to... More teh fact that I don't seem to talk to them. It bothers me.
Something I heard today is driving me insane. I don;t know what to do becuase I don't know what exactly happened... it could be completely innocent, a random chance encounter... right? I really hope thats all it was, becuase i dont awnt to see certain people hurt again.
Isaac (baby brother) is over a month old now... It's hard to get used to. Anmd its another thing that bothers me... Ive seen him pretty much a total of once, and I have no idea what's going on. I had to hear about the fact that he was going to be called Isaac and not Liam from my mom... It seems so... not right.
I've talked to my dad once since the last time i was in ottawa. It makes me sad. Alot seems to be making me sad. But that especially. I think cause it feels liek he just doesn't care.
Working is fun... i like my job. I wish i could work in something like that for forever. That would be pretty sweet.
Its almost Christmas! I'm going home the 21st for a couple of days. Should be fun... maybe I'll kidnap Isaac for a couple of hours or something. Babies are fun. I could take him shopping.
I wish everything could sort itself out.
It's almost a year now since my grandma died... The family is apparantly going to get together to say soem prayers at the grave... I don't know why but it all seems so pointless. Actually I do know why. But ti still seems pointless.
People suck... They mkae no sense. Well maybe smoe of them do but I'm frustrated by teh fact that things can't always go how I want them to... More teh fact that I don't seem to talk to them. It bothers me.
Something I heard today is driving me insane. I don;t know what to do becuase I don't know what exactly happened... it could be completely innocent, a random chance encounter... right? I really hope thats all it was, becuase i dont awnt to see certain people hurt again.
Isaac (baby brother) is over a month old now... It's hard to get used to. Anmd its another thing that bothers me... Ive seen him pretty much a total of once, and I have no idea what's going on. I had to hear about the fact that he was going to be called Isaac and not Liam from my mom... It seems so... not right.
I've talked to my dad once since the last time i was in ottawa. It makes me sad. Alot seems to be making me sad. But that especially. I think cause it feels liek he just doesn't care.
Working is fun... i like my job. I wish i could work in something like that for forever. That would be pretty sweet.
Its almost Christmas! I'm going home the 21st for a couple of days. Should be fun... maybe I'll kidnap Isaac for a couple of hours or something. Babies are fun. I could take him shopping.
I wish everything could sort itself out.