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so i had a talk with some people (thanks angi)
and i feel a little bit better but im still discouraged and i hate to sound selfish about this but i dunno im just confused at the moment. im sure i will get out of this soon but im just not where i thought id be right now (mainly with work) and i really really want to fix that.
but anyway im doing better
i think i have deiced though if i get the job at the sheriff dept im going to take a year off school to get used to a full time job and possibly a new sleep pattern and then throw my self back into school
that is all
and i feel a little bit better but im still discouraged and i hate to sound selfish about this but i dunno im just confused at the moment. im sure i will get out of this soon but im just not where i thought id be right now (mainly with work) and i really really want to fix that.
but anyway im doing better
i think i have deiced though if i get the job at the sheriff dept im going to take a year off school to get used to a full time job and possibly a new sleep pattern and then throw my self back into school
that is all