I'm not making any sense...
I don't mean to sound repetitive
but i feel like I'm going to explode
the nice thing is I don't feel so alone... I love my friends <3
I can't shake this mood... i feel like i have a world on my shoulders and a cloud over my head... i don't enjoy anything, and i've cried myself to sleep the past couple of weeks
and i pray, and i talk to ppl about it, and i get everything off my chest.. but GOD i feel so DAMN small... so insignificant... replaceable... and ugly .. nothing's really working out
I just wanna scream...
For every bit of trust I give out to people that trample all over it, for every promise that's been broken, for every friend that's faded, every scar on my body, every tear i've shed over some stupid boy, for every ounce of hope that's only crushed me in the end ... I need to just move on and get over it
everything's so numb .. i wanna fucking feel happy again