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Okay, I just wanted to say that I know I've hurt people recently. I've given reason to doubt me. I've given reason to not trust me. But I hope that everything will be better now. Or soon at least. I've also felt betrayed at times, but I've forgiven those people. And they know it. But I can't sit here and wallow in the fact that I was not being the type of person that I want to be. All I can do is learn from my experiences, good and bad, and move past my faults. I know I have a long way to go before I will be the person that I want to be. But this is something that I have to do.
The things that were kept secret are now out in the open. To everyone. At least to the people that should know them. I sent out emails today and now I feel a little bit relieved to not be carrying it around. That was really taking a toll on everything.
I think that's all for right now. For some reason my mind is kinda blocked and I can't think of anything else.
Oh, yeah, Shawna and I discovered today that we're related. Weird.
The things that were kept secret are now out in the open. To everyone. At least to the people that should know them. I sent out emails today and now I feel a little bit relieved to not be carrying it around. That was really taking a toll on everything.
I think that's all for right now. For some reason my mind is kinda blocked and I can't think of anything else.
Oh, yeah, Shawna and I discovered today that we're related. Weird.