May 15, 2005 17:15
I AM: me
I WANT: food
I HAVE: a sunburn
I WISH: I could find food
I HATE: constricting myself
I MISS: friends
I FEAR: death
I HEAR: Merlin purring
I SEARCH: for meaning
I WONDER: if I'll ever find true happiness
I REGRET: a lot of things
I LOVE: my friends/family
I ACHE: on my back (sunburn)
I ALWAYS: try to hard to make other people happy
I AM NOT: awake
I DANCE: when fucked up
I SING: quite often
I CRY: a lot...though sometimes I don't know why
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy
I WRITE: my feelings
I CONFUSE: myself
I SHOULD: go to sleep
x. father thinks i am: dumb
x. mother thinks i am: irrational
x. you get embarrassed when: I get confused or let my emotions show
x. makes you happy: being with my friends
x. upsets you: not having what I want/wanting what I can't have
yes or no...
x. you keep a diary: yes
x. you like to cook: no
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes
x. you're in love: maybe
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: no
x. you bite your fingernails: sometimes....nervous habit
x. believe in love: yes
Do You...?
take a shower everyday: sometimes
have a(any) crush(es): yes
want to get married: someday
have any tattoos/where?: yes, 4, neck, back, hip, leg
get motion sickness: no
think you're a health freak: no
get along with your parents: sometimes
Like thunderstorms: sometimes
SIGN: Taurus
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: dark brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: radiant ruby (some faded to rust)
EYE COLOR: brown
BIRTHPLACE: Battle Creek, MI
( FAMILY )
PARENTS: James and Darlene
SIBLINGS: Veronica (Jen, Jess Burm, Jess Brown, Dawn, Nikki, a few others :P)
LIVE WITH: Jen and Justin
FAVORITE RELATIVE: Roni
( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 7
COLOR: blue
DAY: Friday
MONTH: May
SONG: don't have one
SEASON: late spring/early summer
SPORT: none
TO DO: none
TO VIEW: none
DRINK: it varies
VEGGIE: Carrots
( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? hot chocolate
DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? dark
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? vanilla
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? no
HELPED SOMEONE? I don't think so
BOUGHT SOMETHING? not that I remember
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? I can't remember. In my head I have if that counts.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no
TALKED TO AN EX? no
MISSED AN EX? no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yes
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? yes
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? No
would you?
1. Eat a bug? depends
2. Bungee jump? yes
3. Hang glide? yes
4. Kill someone? no
5. Kill yourself? no
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? I have
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? I don't think so
8. Parachute from a plane? yes
9. Walk on hot coals? depends on how fucked up I am and if I know they're hot coals
10. Go out with someone for their looks? no
11. For their reputation? no
12. Be a vegetarian? I have been....it didn't work very well
13. Wear plaid with stripes? Maybe
14. IM a stranger: yes
15. Sing karaoke? maybe
16. Get drunk off your ass? I have
17. Shoplift? I have
18. Run a red light? I have...not on purpose
19. Star in a porn video? I don't think so
20. Dye your hair blue? maybe
21. Be on Survivor? no
22. Wear makeup in public? yes
23. NOT wear makeup in public? yes... I do it everyday
24. Cheat on a test? I have
25. Make someone cry? I have...and I felt bad and then I cried
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? I don't know
27. Kick a baby? nope
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? I don't think so
29. Cuss out a priest? I'm not sure. It prolly depends
30. Take a job as a janitor? I kind of am one at home. lol
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? I am right now
32. Stay up all through the night? yes
If you actually read all that, props to you.
Now i think I need to eat sonething and then go pass the fuck out.
Katgraina