ugh x_x
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
today was work 11:45 - 5:15, then Caity x dinner ÷ movie = fun! we saw Must Love Dogs. it was a cute chick flicky type thing.
tomorrow = movie with Marco. we're gonna see Bad News Bears. no idea what it's about, but w/eeeeeeeeeeee. it'll be fun. maybe some DDRage if there's extra time. then work from 2:15 - 6:15. i kinda wanna hit the Willows afterwards but i ono.
i still need that "disappearing" that my horoscope was talking about. it'd be so nice right now. a nice week-long vacation would rock. maybe alone... maybe with a friend... it'd never happen though. work is a necessity. :' ( maybe i can vacation after i have enough saved up for a few months of car insurance... ::sighs::
i still want an apartment wicked badly. there're a few different people who want to share an apartment, but i don't know if any of them would work. but what if all of them work? then there'd be like 5 people in the same apartment... ::sighs again:: i wish i could straighten things out.
my life seems so cluttered right now. there're so many people and so many things i have to/should do and there's work and school and i need to work and i'm being told by 3/4 of the people i know that i should be in school full time but i can't afford it right now and i can't handle all of this crap right now. it isn't a lot but i can't handle it for whatever reason.
i so need to get away from all of this.
can anyone help me?
i don't expect anything. maybe just a ::hug::
today was work 11:45 - 5:15, then Caity x dinner ÷ movie = fun! we saw Must Love Dogs. it was a cute chick flicky type thing.
tomorrow = movie with Marco. we're gonna see Bad News Bears. no idea what it's about, but w/eeeeeeeeeeee. it'll be fun. maybe some DDRage if there's extra time. then work from 2:15 - 6:15. i kinda wanna hit the Willows afterwards but i ono.
i still need that "disappearing" that my horoscope was talking about. it'd be so nice right now. a nice week-long vacation would rock. maybe alone... maybe with a friend... it'd never happen though. work is a necessity. :' ( maybe i can vacation after i have enough saved up for a few months of car insurance... ::sighs::
i still want an apartment wicked badly. there're a few different people who want to share an apartment, but i don't know if any of them would work. but what if all of them work? then there'd be like 5 people in the same apartment... ::sighs again:: i wish i could straighten things out.
my life seems so cluttered right now. there're so many people and so many things i have to/should do and there's work and school and i need to work and i'm being told by 3/4 of the people i know that i should be in school full time but i can't afford it right now and i can't handle all of this crap right now. it isn't a lot but i can't handle it for whatever reason.
i so need to get away from all of this.
can anyone help me?
i don't expect anything. maybe just a ::hug::