hospital day part two
very scary. my dad had very low hemoglobin so they had to do a transfusion. he was very weak and it was again very sad. he slept a lot.
i had to leave at 6 because i have to babysit. taranae came and picked me up and was so awesome and i appreciated it a lot. i was realy sad because as SOON as i left my dad woke up. and all i wanted to do was talk to him but i had to leave.
there have been those few shining stars for me. those people who have been amazing to me and my family. and then there have been those people that i hold closest to myself that havent really said anything. or they might have said something but i dont even think they mean it; its all talk. that might be their personality but i cant tell you how much it hurts
i was talking to my brother about it today [i never talk to my brother about things like that]. his words of advice to me: "screw it. youre only gonna be friends with them for another 6 months." kinda sad
tomorrow i get to go to the hospital for the full 8 hours because i dont have to be anywhere or anything. and im really hoping my dad will be feeling better and finally out of bed.
he came out of bed today for like 1 minute, right when i was leaving and it was so great to see him be "himself" again, for even just a minute.
i had to leave at 6 because i have to babysit. taranae came and picked me up and was so awesome and i appreciated it a lot. i was realy sad because as SOON as i left my dad woke up. and all i wanted to do was talk to him but i had to leave.
there have been those few shining stars for me. those people who have been amazing to me and my family. and then there have been those people that i hold closest to myself that havent really said anything. or they might have said something but i dont even think they mean it; its all talk. that might be their personality but i cant tell you how much it hurts
i was talking to my brother about it today [i never talk to my brother about things like that]. his words of advice to me: "screw it. youre only gonna be friends with them for another 6 months." kinda sad
tomorrow i get to go to the hospital for the full 8 hours because i dont have to be anywhere or anything. and im really hoping my dad will be feeling better and finally out of bed.
he came out of bed today for like 1 minute, right when i was leaving and it was so great to see him be "himself" again, for even just a minute.