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i love that i started my journal when i was a sophomore. i love that out of ANY year it was started then, because out of any year i would love to go back to my old entries and read about that one.
reading these entries just makes me realize how i cant let go of my past. i hate change. i think in the very simple example that i havent taken off my bracelets in 2 years shows that. because i feel that they, being my bracelets, have "been with me" through it all. and i like to keep them on to remind me
i havent changed the time of my watch still from when i went to california. its still in california time. the other day i looked at my watch and told myself that i should. but i really cant
i havent taken off my blue hosptial bracelet since that trip either
i can remembmer the day that my green weezer concert bracelet fell off of me. i can remember it in slow motion and remember being really sad. because i felt like, "well, thats over." i wore that bracelet again today with a safety pin to keep it closed
maybe thats part of the reason why i love weezer so much. because of the memories i hold with them. which are memories that run all the way back to 2nd grade, mind you.
i feel like this year is almost becoming sophomore year part too. everything is begining to become stronger, relationship wise and what not, and then some.
its amazing
reading these entries just makes me realize how i cant let go of my past. i hate change. i think in the very simple example that i havent taken off my bracelets in 2 years shows that. because i feel that they, being my bracelets, have "been with me" through it all. and i like to keep them on to remind me
i havent changed the time of my watch still from when i went to california. its still in california time. the other day i looked at my watch and told myself that i should. but i really cant
i havent taken off my blue hosptial bracelet since that trip either
i can remembmer the day that my green weezer concert bracelet fell off of me. i can remember it in slow motion and remember being really sad. because i felt like, "well, thats over." i wore that bracelet again today with a safety pin to keep it closed
maybe thats part of the reason why i love weezer so much. because of the memories i hold with them. which are memories that run all the way back to 2nd grade, mind you.
i feel like this year is almost becoming sophomore year part too. everything is begining to become stronger, relationship wise and what not, and then some.
its amazing