Apr 25, 2005 01:08
ouch. that hurts. no way in hell im sleeping tonite. i feel sick to my stomach and i just want to escape the hell out of here . do u ever want to cry and its like u cant ur just numb? :( im so sad rite now yet i cant even shed a tear..how can ppl just say things and not once but many of times and not mean it!?!
tears tears wash away numb the pain and take me a w a yy:'(
srry for the emo entry..life is bittersweet ...but sometimes i just get like this..tomm school til 2 work at 2:30 til 10 :/ today worked for the bitch thank god drew was there..hes so damn cute sometimes..then hung out w/ kelly,tim,andy,kj,and some chick at matts house. later kids
just when everything was making sense.
you took away all my self-confidence.
now all that i've been hearing must be true.
i guess i'm not the only girl for you.
[Chorus:]
but that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
how could you turn us into this
after you just taught me how to kiss you.
i told you i'd never say goodbye.
now i'm slipping on the tears you made me cry.
but that's what i get.
that's what i get.
that's what i get.
that's what i get.
for trusting you.
that's what i get.
why does it come as a surprise.
to think that i was so naive.
maybe didn't mean too much.
but it meant everything to me.
I want to be a kid again. the end.