Rememberence
Well Today is a kind of shitty day for me. I am not really overpowered with any one emotion. When I look back on this day exactly one last year, it is so blah.....It is the one year anniversary of my Granny's death (my mom's mum). And it is a very strange feeling because it really doesn't feel like she is gone let alone that it has been 1 year. It is almost as if she is away somewhere and it is just taking a while for us to get organized to visit her. And its my brother's 17th birthday tomorrow and this time last year he was in the hospital with mono. He was so sick and lost so much weight.
ANd now my Dad's mom is in the hospital. She has a brain tumor and her lungs are littered with cancer and I really don't know how long she has. She is in that part of the hospital they put you in right before you die to make you more comfortable.
And on the other side I was gearing up for my trip....... :|
I have no plans really for the weekend. I have a bunch of errands to run on saturday and thats about it.
ANd now my Dad's mom is in the hospital. She has a brain tumor and her lungs are littered with cancer and I really don't know how long she has. She is in that part of the hospital they put you in right before you die to make you more comfortable.
And on the other side I was gearing up for my trip....... :|
I have no plans really for the weekend. I have a bunch of errands to run on saturday and thats about it.