oasis is the shit son
i'm having writers block.
its sucks ass.
Be prepared. i'm in full on writing mode (until writers block hits)
i have no idea why but movies like You've got mail or Sleepless in Seattle always inspires me and i want to write again. Then sometimes this urge tends to go away but not today. So i'm still uncertain why its stayed so long and how come i havent writen anything of importance yet. maybe its the sunny day or the fact that each day we are changing and slowly becoming something we either want or dont want. depending on my mood i usually like who i am becoming. none the less i still feel like i can do better. probably the cause to my medical case of depression right? i think so because i am somewhat of a perfectionist, everything i write must be good enough, every report, every poem, every makeup session, every style choice, everything in my shopping bag needs to be how i invision. normally its not and i do very well so get frustrated and want to give up. Depending on the situation, i dont care, normally i do. I hate it but its something i can ignore or try to improve, i'm going with improving. I want to shout when i look at the shit some people wear. I mean seriously do you fucking get dressed in the god-damn dark or are you color blind. I dont mean that to be rude, fuck that maybe i do, actually i dont fucking care take how you want. Some people just need to read a magazine like lucky or something. You can''t but anything in there because its so damn expensive but they do have alternatives that are somewhat cheaper.
Hmm.. still debating on what i want to do with mylife or just myself. as my boyfriend tells me about everything "the choice is yours" which is very true. i do get to choose maybe thats why i think about it so damn much or maybe its just because i have nothing better to do than plan the rest of my life. considering i do hate being social more than anything, quite frankly its because people are stupid, lacking in conversation skills, and just unintelligent which does bother me alot, now that i think about it. Yeah i mean i write smart and i use big words, whatever; its because i have a high vocabulary and i dont like talking like i want to be stupid.
All in all i think i'll have more than just one career, this is me we are talking about and as something gets boring i get rid of it or change it. maybe i'll work for a magazine and have my own column. now that is intersting. inside the mind of me. haha kind of like reading this everyday. idk. looking back on past entries or past xanga's i've changed and grown up alot. i've matured more than i already am but still. beside the point. its crazy how your always changing and evolving into your future.
alright i'll spare you my mind any further
I love you Joey Beee
<3 katey marie
its sucks ass.
Be prepared. i'm in full on writing mode (until writers block hits)
i have no idea why but movies like You've got mail or Sleepless in Seattle always inspires me and i want to write again. Then sometimes this urge tends to go away but not today. So i'm still uncertain why its stayed so long and how come i havent writen anything of importance yet. maybe its the sunny day or the fact that each day we are changing and slowly becoming something we either want or dont want. depending on my mood i usually like who i am becoming. none the less i still feel like i can do better. probably the cause to my medical case of depression right? i think so because i am somewhat of a perfectionist, everything i write must be good enough, every report, every poem, every makeup session, every style choice, everything in my shopping bag needs to be how i invision. normally its not and i do very well so get frustrated and want to give up. Depending on the situation, i dont care, normally i do. I hate it but its something i can ignore or try to improve, i'm going with improving. I want to shout when i look at the shit some people wear. I mean seriously do you fucking get dressed in the god-damn dark or are you color blind. I dont mean that to be rude, fuck that maybe i do, actually i dont fucking care take how you want. Some people just need to read a magazine like lucky or something. You can''t but anything in there because its so damn expensive but they do have alternatives that are somewhat cheaper.
Hmm.. still debating on what i want to do with mylife or just myself. as my boyfriend tells me about everything "the choice is yours" which is very true. i do get to choose maybe thats why i think about it so damn much or maybe its just because i have nothing better to do than plan the rest of my life. considering i do hate being social more than anything, quite frankly its because people are stupid, lacking in conversation skills, and just unintelligent which does bother me alot, now that i think about it. Yeah i mean i write smart and i use big words, whatever; its because i have a high vocabulary and i dont like talking like i want to be stupid.
All in all i think i'll have more than just one career, this is me we are talking about and as something gets boring i get rid of it or change it. maybe i'll work for a magazine and have my own column. now that is intersting. inside the mind of me. haha kind of like reading this everyday. idk. looking back on past entries or past xanga's i've changed and grown up alot. i've matured more than i already am but still. beside the point. its crazy how your always changing and evolving into your future.
alright i'll spare you my mind any further
I love you Joey Beee
<3 katey marie