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I'm having major anger and anxiety issues...i feel like my heart is going to jump out of my chest and I have urges to break stuff. I get really irritated so easily these days. I hate Sundays. I hate that I'm alone every fucking Sunday and that the only things I can do with my friends is a movie or the bar. I miss the times when I had plans every sunday and my ex and I would be creative and try new things. I miss the simple stuff like bowling, pool, mini golf, having a catch, playing video games, walking around the mall, taking drives to new parks and trails, walking around NYC....I did NONE of those things all summer. And now I will do even less with the crappy weather just around the corner. I'm hating my life right now .......I just want to punch something arghhh.