if....
If you knew you had an opportunity to make love with someone you truly cared for, but knew in doing so would complicate things more, would you?
Openings the "can of worms" would help fill a void I have had for a while. But because of the circumstances I am in right now, I don't know if I could have the relationship with him I know he deserves. I want to give myself to him completely, but I know I can't because of where I live. I have yet to make the step out the door, but all I can think about is him. I want to give him my body and soul, to love him with all I have... Yet if I did so right now I would feel like I betrayed him. I want to feel his arms around me, his body pressed against mine. His hot breathing on my neck and his heartbeat as we make love until we are so exhausted we can't speak.
I want that release. To feel him. To love him, and be loved. But in doing so I would ignite something that shouldn't be lit yet. So would you, or should you, even consider the possibility of it?
Openings the "can of worms" would help fill a void I have had for a while. But because of the circumstances I am in right now, I don't know if I could have the relationship with him I know he deserves. I want to give myself to him completely, but I know I can't because of where I live. I have yet to make the step out the door, but all I can think about is him. I want to give him my body and soul, to love him with all I have... Yet if I did so right now I would feel like I betrayed him. I want to feel his arms around me, his body pressed against mine. His hot breathing on my neck and his heartbeat as we make love until we are so exhausted we can't speak.
I want that release. To feel him. To love him, and be loved. But in doing so I would ignite something that shouldn't be lit yet. So would you, or should you, even consider the possibility of it?