This is new to me...
So I never thought that I would have a lj. I still don't know how I feel about it; i just don't like the idea but suddenly I got the urge to have one. But who knows...I might change my mind tomorrow and take it down.
This is a me weekend. Everyone is off doing their own thing. Which is good for me cause I have tons to do also. Last night was our total chapter retreat at Chuck E Cheese. I will admit it was a little sketch but it was really fun. More than I thought it would be. Yay for random adventures and bonding with your sisters. Those are the kind of moments that make me love Zeta but they are few and far between.
I talked to my mom on the phone last night. She said that I sounded much better than I have in the past. I think that she meant much happier since I used to be so homesick all of the time and I think that I was somewhat depressed last fall. And last year was a hard year for several reasons. But I would agree with her. I think that I am doing much better. I like my classes (except English), I like living in the house, I am meeting new people, and I have my first PT interview.
The only thing that is troubling me is that I seem to have had a falling out with several of my really close friends in the last few months. I don't know what I did or how it happened but it really breaks my heart that I don't feel close to them at all anymore. And I don't really know how to fix it at this point. They seem to have moved on. Maybe I have to.
Well, I think that's all I have for now. I am going to look for a new coat today!
Smiles.
This is a me weekend. Everyone is off doing their own thing. Which is good for me cause I have tons to do also. Last night was our total chapter retreat at Chuck E Cheese. I will admit it was a little sketch but it was really fun. More than I thought it would be. Yay for random adventures and bonding with your sisters. Those are the kind of moments that make me love Zeta but they are few and far between.
I talked to my mom on the phone last night. She said that I sounded much better than I have in the past. I think that she meant much happier since I used to be so homesick all of the time and I think that I was somewhat depressed last fall. And last year was a hard year for several reasons. But I would agree with her. I think that I am doing much better. I like my classes (except English), I like living in the house, I am meeting new people, and I have my first PT interview.
The only thing that is troubling me is that I seem to have had a falling out with several of my really close friends in the last few months. I don't know what I did or how it happened but it really breaks my heart that I don't feel close to them at all anymore. And I don't really know how to fix it at this point. They seem to have moved on. Maybe I have to.
Well, I think that's all I have for now. I am going to look for a new coat today!
Smiles.