Aug 01, 2006 19:14
so.. i'm here. life is eh.
i hate my dad and sheila. heh. yeah.. i guess i can say that out loud. It's all a bunch of bullshit.. and honestly.. they can go to hell. i'd really like to clock her right in the jaw.
who are you to tell me how to live my life and act like you know the whole story? Don't degrade me because you "say" you are in love. He lied to his now "ex-wife" and children. I honestly say you're an idiot for still believing him after all this time. I guess two idiots fit well together then. So.. yeah I bet you're happy, but I am too.
Did I ever have a father? No. But it still hurts that I didn't. In Sheila's words.. "my hero" will have to walk me down the aisle. How sad is that? Yeah.. you really aren't a man. I think Sheila is holding your balls a little too tightly huh? You should ask her to loosen her grip a little.. "dad".
John is home and.. yeah. I can't say anything except I love that kid. He's fantastic. Honestly.. I can't wait till June. :o)
Friends are great. :o)
School starts soon. My mom wants me to take a week off before school starts. Idk. I guess we will see. Hopefully a better life will be coming soon. Maybe the next time I write will be in June. I don't know, but until then. Stay safe and I love you all.
kT~