Words can't describe...
hi. well, words can't describe what i feel. things happen instantly and people come and go. it's so depressing here. marietta college and the marietta community lost an awesome young man. rest in peace, michael conte. i will remember your smile and your willing attitude to help anyone. even though i only talked to you one time, you touched me with your presence and i will miss you, as will the entire campus.
times like this are so hard for me. i can't imagine being super close with him. i give my condolences to everyone here and family and friends from his hometown. i feel useless, as i sit here in my room pondering over what i should be doing. homework is overwhelming me right now, but all i want to do is ball up and cry...why? it's these emotional times in our lives where we look at life in a different way. i just want to say that i love each and every person on this campus, in my hometown, here in marietta, across the us and even my friends in mexico. anyone that got a bad vibe from me in the past, i'm sorry, i tend to be a little stand-offish at first. i love everyone and peace be with you...what a sad day.
hopefully, i won't sit here and think about this all nite...i think i just need to take a walk or something...because it's hard to say what it is i feel about a lot of things today...i just simply DON'T know. for those of you who know me well, i know that i use that excuse a lot, please forgive me, it's all that i can say to make sense of the things going through my head.
sorry, if this doesn't really make a lot of sense. i just feel like i need to express my loneliness today, as ironically, i am not lonely. i have friends and family that love me, but why do i feel all alone? anyway, ignore most of this plea for attention..haha, wow, i was a little comical there...i just need some time to think or who knows?
times like this are so hard for me. i can't imagine being super close with him. i give my condolences to everyone here and family and friends from his hometown. i feel useless, as i sit here in my room pondering over what i should be doing. homework is overwhelming me right now, but all i want to do is ball up and cry...why? it's these emotional times in our lives where we look at life in a different way. i just want to say that i love each and every person on this campus, in my hometown, here in marietta, across the us and even my friends in mexico. anyone that got a bad vibe from me in the past, i'm sorry, i tend to be a little stand-offish at first. i love everyone and peace be with you...what a sad day.
hopefully, i won't sit here and think about this all nite...i think i just need to take a walk or something...because it's hard to say what it is i feel about a lot of things today...i just simply DON'T know. for those of you who know me well, i know that i use that excuse a lot, please forgive me, it's all that i can say to make sense of the things going through my head.
sorry, if this doesn't really make a lot of sense. i just feel like i need to express my loneliness today, as ironically, i am not lonely. i have friends and family that love me, but why do i feel all alone? anyway, ignore most of this plea for attention..haha, wow, i was a little comical there...i just need some time to think or who knows?