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Mom and I went to the Apple Store earlier today to go buy a Macbook Pro. They were all out of stock. :[
My allergies are going crazy. I got the results from my blood work back, and basically the doctor told me that the 'nutritional and exercise changes I've made have been extremely effective for my cholesterol levels.' Too bad the only thing that I've changed has been taking the medication. My cholesterol is still high, however. But the kidney specialist has already confirmed the fact that my cholesterol and blood pressure levels are high is because my kidneys aren't functioning properly. The doctor also wrote that I have low protein levels, which is obviously due to the fact that it spills out of my kidneys and into my urine. I think it's strange how I have all of these medical problems, and yet I feel perfectly fine. I don't know. The biopsy is going to help figure out why exactly I have these problems. Hopefully all goes well.
Someone who I haven't talked to in a while, and never thought I would ever speak to again because of disabling circumstances, has been talking to me lately. It's nice. We've reached a mutual understanding about a certain boy and it's funny. I've been informed of a lot of stupid shit in regards to that person, and it baffles me. I guess I was right all along [which is surprising, because I never dreamed of that person to turn into what they have]. I kind of just wish that that certain person would wake up and think through the decisions that they are making. But I'm honestly over caring about that now and have rid myself of feeling responsible to help them change and to try to be there for them when they really need it.
It's going to sound crazy, but I'm kind of tired of summer now. I've been out of school officially since May 18th. Almost 3 full months. It just seems so long. I don't know how I feel about that. I'm excited, but extremely apprehensive for college. I have barely any shopping done and I'm not even sure what else I'm going to need to get. I just don't feel old enough to be going to college yet. Regardless of the fact that I'm going to be 19 in about 2 and a half months, I still feel like the little girl that I used to be. Playing Barbies and Pollypockets all day long with the greatest neighbors in the world only feels like yesterday to me. I can't remember when I grew up.
My allergies are going crazy. I got the results from my blood work back, and basically the doctor told me that the 'nutritional and exercise changes I've made have been extremely effective for my cholesterol levels.' Too bad the only thing that I've changed has been taking the medication. My cholesterol is still high, however. But the kidney specialist has already confirmed the fact that my cholesterol and blood pressure levels are high is because my kidneys aren't functioning properly. The doctor also wrote that I have low protein levels, which is obviously due to the fact that it spills out of my kidneys and into my urine. I think it's strange how I have all of these medical problems, and yet I feel perfectly fine. I don't know. The biopsy is going to help figure out why exactly I have these problems. Hopefully all goes well.
Someone who I haven't talked to in a while, and never thought I would ever speak to again because of disabling circumstances, has been talking to me lately. It's nice. We've reached a mutual understanding about a certain boy and it's funny. I've been informed of a lot of stupid shit in regards to that person, and it baffles me. I guess I was right all along [which is surprising, because I never dreamed of that person to turn into what they have]. I kind of just wish that that certain person would wake up and think through the decisions that they are making. But I'm honestly over caring about that now and have rid myself of feeling responsible to help them change and to try to be there for them when they really need it.
It's going to sound crazy, but I'm kind of tired of summer now. I've been out of school officially since May 18th. Almost 3 full months. It just seems so long. I don't know how I feel about that. I'm excited, but extremely apprehensive for college. I have barely any shopping done and I'm not even sure what else I'm going to need to get. I just don't feel old enough to be going to college yet. Regardless of the fact that I'm going to be 19 in about 2 and a half months, I still feel like the little girl that I used to be. Playing Barbies and Pollypockets all day long with the greatest neighbors in the world only feels like yesterday to me. I can't remember when I grew up.