hmm...
"i got miles of trouble
spreading far and wide
bills on the table
getting higher and higher
they just keep on coming
there ain't no end in sight
i'm just holding on tight..."
that's the damn truth.
wow it's been a while. school has taken it's toll on me, that's for damn sure. i want it all to be over so badly. i want my design degree, so i can just come onto the next part of my life....getting married, having babies, being a little mommy, being happier. i just hope that i can make it that long without having a stress-related heart attack at 21. everyday is another problem to deal with..i'm standing in line to buy time at this point. i have 48 hours worth of work to do in every 24 hour period. it's not fair. ok, done bitching about that.
i'm taking a painting class right. i really like it...especially the painting i did of my incredibly adorable brown and pink steve madden's. oh that reminds me, i need to find an outfit to go with them for the cruise! yay, shopping. :)
so valentine's day was fun. kevin got me the most beautiful roses and a gift certficate for a mani-pedi and a tanning package. i'm so excited for our cruise in like 5 weeks. it's going to be so fun playing grownups for a week! ;)
so much drama has been going on at work...i dont even know why but drama seems to follow me wherever i go. i thought drama was supposed to be over in high school? guess not. i'm learning to deal, nevertheless.
an old friend has been on my mind lately. i get calls all the time...just to talk. i get the attention that i had craved for so long. now it just makes me think: why now? what's changed? he really wants to spend more time with me when i am home but i'm scared to go back down that road. i'm finally learning to not look back on the past, but then again. a friend is a friend, no matter what. what to do, what to do.
spreading far and wide
bills on the table
getting higher and higher
they just keep on coming
there ain't no end in sight
i'm just holding on tight..."
that's the damn truth.
wow it's been a while. school has taken it's toll on me, that's for damn sure. i want it all to be over so badly. i want my design degree, so i can just come onto the next part of my life....getting married, having babies, being a little mommy, being happier. i just hope that i can make it that long without having a stress-related heart attack at 21. everyday is another problem to deal with..i'm standing in line to buy time at this point. i have 48 hours worth of work to do in every 24 hour period. it's not fair. ok, done bitching about that.
i'm taking a painting class right. i really like it...especially the painting i did of my incredibly adorable brown and pink steve madden's. oh that reminds me, i need to find an outfit to go with them for the cruise! yay, shopping. :)
so valentine's day was fun. kevin got me the most beautiful roses and a gift certficate for a mani-pedi and a tanning package. i'm so excited for our cruise in like 5 weeks. it's going to be so fun playing grownups for a week! ;)
so much drama has been going on at work...i dont even know why but drama seems to follow me wherever i go. i thought drama was supposed to be over in high school? guess not. i'm learning to deal, nevertheless.
an old friend has been on my mind lately. i get calls all the time...just to talk. i get the attention that i had craved for so long. now it just makes me think: why now? what's changed? he really wants to spend more time with me when i am home but i'm scared to go back down that road. i'm finally learning to not look back on the past, but then again. a friend is a friend, no matter what. what to do, what to do.