why can't the world just stop spinning?
it just frustrates me that no matter what, the world never stops spinning. it's like, sam's death never happened. here it's been almost a month since it happened and people have already forgotten it seems like. why does it seem like whenever somebody like the pope or princess diana dies, the world seems to stop? but when somebody else who is really great, or somebody that is too young to die passes away, the world just keeps moving? it doesn't seem fair.
well, there's one thing i do know for sure. it may seem at times that i've forgotten because my mind is on other things, but i haven't forgotten. I WILL NEVER FORGET. it's just i'm louder about other things at times. plus, it's a personal thing. i guess that's why.
i just miss him so much.
(so if you ever hear me talking out loud, or smiling with my cell phone up to my hear w/ nobody on the line...i'm talking to sam. or i'm listening to sam's voicemail.) I <3 memories. they're all i have left.
well, there's one thing i do know for sure. it may seem at times that i've forgotten because my mind is on other things, but i haven't forgotten. I WILL NEVER FORGET. it's just i'm louder about other things at times. plus, it's a personal thing. i guess that's why.
i just miss him so much.
(so if you ever hear me talking out loud, or smiling with my cell phone up to my hear w/ nobody on the line...i'm talking to sam. or i'm listening to sam's voicemail.) I <3 memories. they're all i have left.