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I'm amazed at how calm my sister is. To tell you the truth if I was getting married in a matter of hours I would be doing a little bit of freaking out. But, that is also probably becuase I'm in no way ready or wanting to get married for quite some time. Anyway's its weird to think she'll be married tomorrow. I'm so happy for her and I love Brian so thats good.
I'm kind of starting to get nervous about the speech I have to give. For some reason, I've always had a fear of talking with a microphone. I'm actually pretty positive that it goes back to 8th grade when a certain teacher of mine who drove a motorized cart (not b/c she needed one b/c she was too fat/lazy to walk) ruined it for me. I was forced to do a reading for some 8th grade activity, one of which I can't remember b/c I tried to erase it from my memory. Like any other 8th grader I was awkward as hell and was not comfortable talking in front of people and lets just say she did not make it easy on me. Hopefully my awkward, nervous 8th grade self does not show up tomorrow when I'm making the toast.
Also, its crazy to think that all this time, money, and stress that goes into one day -- and its going to fly by. But I guess thats how it goes. I'm just hoping I get to see all my cousins that I dont normally see, especialy the ones from Japan and Arizona!
I'm kind of starting to get nervous about the speech I have to give. For some reason, I've always had a fear of talking with a microphone. I'm actually pretty positive that it goes back to 8th grade when a certain teacher of mine who drove a motorized cart (not b/c she needed one b/c she was too fat/lazy to walk) ruined it for me. I was forced to do a reading for some 8th grade activity, one of which I can't remember b/c I tried to erase it from my memory. Like any other 8th grader I was awkward as hell and was not comfortable talking in front of people and lets just say she did not make it easy on me. Hopefully my awkward, nervous 8th grade self does not show up tomorrow when I'm making the toast.
Also, its crazy to think that all this time, money, and stress that goes into one day -- and its going to fly by. But I guess thats how it goes. I'm just hoping I get to see all my cousins that I dont normally see, especialy the ones from Japan and Arizona!