Feb 06, 2010 12:45
I always feel like I'm awful when Iook at boys who aren't mine and think "gee he's cute". I blame it on my raging teenage girl hormones. But Logan (my boyfriend) told me he doesn't look at girls, and he doesn't lie to me. Least not as far as I've experienced. That's about the only reason I feel bad when I see other guys and think things that my mother would not approve of.
In my defense, they're very cute boys. One of them has a smile that could light up the world. Some of the others have qualities that has, like they're huge in the height department, which only makes my mind wander. And here is where I slap my wrist. No kate, don't think those things.
However, I never look at them like I look at Logan. When I look at him I see the most handsome man in the universe, the one who I want to see every morning when I wake up looking my worst. I see the one who knows what makes me tick and the one who could truly destroy me if he wanted.