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I hate this.
I've been sick for 3 weeks and now I pull a fucking muscle near my ribs. Who does that??
I don't remember the last time I actually ran a full workout. Today I ran 2 miles instead of 4 and didn't do strides and Pinnell said I looked like I had just run 12 miles. Wow, that's comforting.
It's not fair. I'm a captain. I love all the girls. We're doing so well. I'm having so much fun. It's everything I wanted for my last season... except I can barely run. Wednesday was the first meet, track or cross country, that I didn't run. I was SO excited for the meet and then I had to watch all the other girls run and not me.
It sucked.
All I want is to be healthy and run and improve like the other girls. I feel like everyone is getting better and I'm getting worse.
2:45?? Yeah... ok coach. Not gonna happen if I can't breathe.
I've been sick for 3 weeks and now I pull a fucking muscle near my ribs. Who does that??
I don't remember the last time I actually ran a full workout. Today I ran 2 miles instead of 4 and didn't do strides and Pinnell said I looked like I had just run 12 miles. Wow, that's comforting.
It's not fair. I'm a captain. I love all the girls. We're doing so well. I'm having so much fun. It's everything I wanted for my last season... except I can barely run. Wednesday was the first meet, track or cross country, that I didn't run. I was SO excited for the meet and then I had to watch all the other girls run and not me.
It sucked.
All I want is to be healthy and run and improve like the other girls. I feel like everyone is getting better and I'm getting worse.
2:45?? Yeah... ok coach. Not gonna happen if I can't breathe.