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[kateoxx]

aaahhhhh summer isnt coming any sooner...i needa get away from here im so stressed out i gotta raise my fucking grade in shop that stupid bitch corrine keeps changing her mind shes telling people shes gonna smash my face and everytime i see her she dont wanna do it and acts like she never said that and now shes actually saying she thinks shes pregnant with james's kid which they just stopped fucking like a week ago and no wonder why she dont have her period dumb bitch but yeah there is a chance it could be true i feel like i got fucked over i didnt do shit i didnt even try to get james back i did NOTHING to get him back i wanted to be friends but i never called him i never asked him to hang out i never did anything he was just the friend you see down the hallway and we ended up getting back together somewhere in between which wasnt my choice all of it just sprung up on me and now im getting the shit end dealing with corrine the stupid cunt and now i gotta deal with what if she is pregnant i cant help think that if she is im leaving him behind i dunno i dont want too but im not going through that shit i love him and if he goes down ill go down with him but it was his choice he fucked up he has to deal with everything he gets..i feel like a baby but what did i do to get all this put on my shoulders sometimes i think i let him get away with to much shit hes never cheated on me and he treats me like a princess but theres crap he does that can make me really mad and if i say anything im the wrong person like say if he didnt like one of my friends and i got sick of hearing stupid comments he would say and i told him to cut the shit it would be like "you do the same" or "well i dont like them" it wont be an "okay ill stop" nope not for me and i let it go and notsay anything and it builds up...i got all this off my chest and i feel so much better. being bored makes you think and boy have i been thinking i just wish i could talk to him right now but nope i dunno where he is but oh well....aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh fuck.

Its Like A NightMare You Go Through Everytime You Shut Your Eyes...