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grrrrr.... why do i always do this. i am so frustrated with myself. whenever i get close to a guy i become a bitch so he won't like me anymore. and now i gave up a great guy because i acted that way. why do i always do this.......
do you know how many times this has happened to me in the past year. 6!!!!! yes,6 guys have liked me and i have turned all them away. i keep telling myself that i don't want to date anyone because i am about to go to colorado but i keep asking myself if that is really the problem. or is the fact that i am scared to death to get close to a guy becaus ei am afraid that the same thing that happened to thomas will happen again. what is wrong with me??????????
do you know how many times this has happened to me in the past year. 6!!!!! yes,6 guys have liked me and i have turned all them away. i keep telling myself that i don't want to date anyone because i am about to go to colorado but i keep asking myself if that is really the problem. or is the fact that i am scared to death to get close to a guy becaus ei am afraid that the same thing that happened to thomas will happen again. what is wrong with me??????????