you dance so gracefully..
yeah. so i posted my fat ass as my userpic. deal with it, ladies.
so our housemates continue to become more odd, and as this happens we continue to look for other living accomodations. someone find us a place!!
in other news....i can't seem to sleep, or get my weight down....and my period is missing. i hear this happens when one is stressed, but let me tell you, i'd be more stressed if i found out i was preggers.....!!! let's hope not. i went off the pill ages ago to accomodate weight loss issues.
well. currently i'm 5'4 and back up to 120. but i promise you that it will get much much lower, because i am not only doing yoga and pilates twice a day now, but instead of doing 40 min. of cardio, i've upped it to 60 min. i just needed to find an energy source. green tea and ginseng are helping. with the work week at 60 hours, you'd think i'd be a walking stick anyway. i haven't eaten anything. and i'm starving. i'm doing 600-800 cals a day, and trying to burn 400. any suggestions?
my thighs are down to 18 inches, though, and my arms at 9 inches, so that is good. i know, i know, everyone's body is different. but i don't want to hear it. i just want to be kate moss thin.
tonight i will meditate on this, and hope that my body will get the message.
so our housemates continue to become more odd, and as this happens we continue to look for other living accomodations. someone find us a place!!
in other news....i can't seem to sleep, or get my weight down....and my period is missing. i hear this happens when one is stressed, but let me tell you, i'd be more stressed if i found out i was preggers.....!!! let's hope not. i went off the pill ages ago to accomodate weight loss issues.
well. currently i'm 5'4 and back up to 120. but i promise you that it will get much much lower, because i am not only doing yoga and pilates twice a day now, but instead of doing 40 min. of cardio, i've upped it to 60 min. i just needed to find an energy source. green tea and ginseng are helping. with the work week at 60 hours, you'd think i'd be a walking stick anyway. i haven't eaten anything. and i'm starving. i'm doing 600-800 cals a day, and trying to burn 400. any suggestions?
my thighs are down to 18 inches, though, and my arms at 9 inches, so that is good. i know, i know, everyone's body is different. but i don't want to hear it. i just want to be kate moss thin.
tonight i will meditate on this, and hope that my body will get the message.