Jul 30, 2005 03:21
why aren't you online right now??? i had so much to say to you that once again will never be said and what the fuck?!!!? that makes me so mad. after discussing this with tyler tonight i have decided that none of this was my fault and if i could i would have erased you from my life. i don't want to see you and i may never have to, which works out nicely. if only people were more civilized when it came to these matters. i feel disgusted and repulsed when i think about you and i HATE that. because i shouldn't and i don't want to but the way you treat me makes me feel that way.
i really wish you cared that you make me feel this way. but you don't care or you don't know, and you won't pick up on it because you won't even read this.
some man on the street tonight told me i was fat. oddly, it didn't make me feel nice. people are scumbags. all of them, every last one.