we paid 8 quid to come in here tonight, we didn't know there was gonna be a fuckin' quiz
so i'm back on worship team every other week, though my parents don't know this yet; i'm trying to ease them into the idea of it, we'll see how it goes.
i'm on 10mg of lexapro now instead of the 30mg + 30mg of cymbalta i was on. i'm having withdrawal migraines almost every day, but other than that i feel much happier and non-suicidal. i even bought a new mattress and cleaned out my room so i have a place to put it :) i've figured out that the real sign of whether or not i'm happy is whether i'm playing my guitar; i simply don't have the energy or dedication to deal with it when i'm depressed. i dragged it out yesterday and tuned it, and today i messed around with it for a little bit rebuilding the pads on my fingers (i remember now why you don't stop playing for a while like this).
i also cut my hair AGAIN, and of the four short styles i've had, i think this one is definitely the best. of course, in a week i'll probably change my mind again :)
i'm on 10mg of lexapro now instead of the 30mg + 30mg of cymbalta i was on. i'm having withdrawal migraines almost every day, but other than that i feel much happier and non-suicidal. i even bought a new mattress and cleaned out my room so i have a place to put it :) i've figured out that the real sign of whether or not i'm happy is whether i'm playing my guitar; i simply don't have the energy or dedication to deal with it when i'm depressed. i dragged it out yesterday and tuned it, and today i messed around with it for a little bit rebuilding the pads on my fingers (i remember now why you don't stop playing for a while like this).
i also cut my hair AGAIN, and of the four short styles i've had, i think this one is definitely the best. of course, in a week i'll probably change my mind again :)