so basically...
i got back from ocracoke today
it was pretty nice i guess
kinda boring, but relaxing.
ive been working a lot lately
i love the hours i work though
and the people i work with
i dont think ill work there during the school year though
i got my first pay check a few days ago
i can now see why people hate the government.
i get my licence in 12 days
freaking stoked.
warped tour in 17 days.
freaking stoked X 2
it seems like everyones starting to get together again
i love seeing my friends happy
i just wish i could feel the same way that they do
it seems like i always want a boy
and then whenever one comes along i either scare them away
or i make up an excuse to stay single
i just wish i had someone to talk to and cuddle with.
gah.
im sure someone will come along when i least expect it
anyway,i saw circa survive and saosin a few feeks ago
they were both amazing.
cartel is finially coming the day i get back from 4H.
weeeeee.anyone care to join me?
this summer has gone by really fast
i havent hung out with as many people as ive wanted to
maybe that will change once i get my licence
let me know if you want to hang out
and this time im serious.
i also need to go to busch gardens more
ive only gone once with my seasons pass
im really glad i got to see brittnee fitz
i miss her a bunch
i love having girl night and being fat and having emo talks.
i also think that i need to make use of my back yard
maybe next week ill have a big cookout or something
ive also decided that i dont like shopping or the mall as much as i used to
i still go there all the time but now its just a place to hang out
nothing really intrests me anymore
ive decided to start making my own clothes
haha lets see how long that lasts.
i love how in ocracoke everyone is so laid back
maybe ill be a hippie when i grow up
everyone there is so like natural
there was a whole store or hemp products there
everything from clothes to cooking utentils was all made from hemp
it was so great.
i also got to watch my hippie friend sing at the local bar.
hes going to be really big someday.
there was a really big thunderstorm last night
i layed in my bed and watched out the window for like 3 hours straight and just thought about everything
i think i take a lot of things in my life for granted
i have such a good family and i know my parents would do anything for me
and even though i can be an asshole to my sister,
she always seems to idolize me
im so lucky to still have both sets of grandparents
and my great grandfather is on his death bed right now in the hospitol
but to tell the truth, im not really that devistated about it
my great grandmother and him were just like the movie the notebook
you couldnt have found a better couple.they were crazy for eachother
she was diognosed with alzheimers and died a few years later but he stayed alive.ever since then hes always talked about how god was playing a "cruel joke" on him by keeping him alive.i love him to death and i know he loves me and the rest of my family with all of his heart but i think his time is finially coming to an end and he will be so much happier once he passes away and is with my great grandmother again.
so i just got off the phone with lorenzo
i miss him.
i miss when him and me and matt and quigg used to hang out everyday
im really glad that hes dating shar now.
i dont really know her but i know hes really happy and i think they make a cute couple.
i wish i had what they have.
i just found out that my friend matt killed himself today after he found out that his friends auden and skyler killed themselves yesterday.He shot him self because of their death..RIP
i also found out a few weeks ago that Andrew McMahon [lead singer of something corporate and jacks mannequin] was diagnosed with lymphatic leukemia.
both of their familys and friends are in my prayers♥
it was pretty nice i guess
kinda boring, but relaxing.
ive been working a lot lately
i love the hours i work though
and the people i work with
i dont think ill work there during the school year though
i got my first pay check a few days ago
i can now see why people hate the government.
i get my licence in 12 days
freaking stoked.
warped tour in 17 days.
freaking stoked X 2
it seems like everyones starting to get together again
i love seeing my friends happy
i just wish i could feel the same way that they do
it seems like i always want a boy
and then whenever one comes along i either scare them away
or i make up an excuse to stay single
i just wish i had someone to talk to and cuddle with.
gah.
im sure someone will come along when i least expect it
anyway,i saw circa survive and saosin a few feeks ago
they were both amazing.
cartel is finially coming the day i get back from 4H.
weeeeee.anyone care to join me?
this summer has gone by really fast
i havent hung out with as many people as ive wanted to
maybe that will change once i get my licence
let me know if you want to hang out
and this time im serious.
i also need to go to busch gardens more
ive only gone once with my seasons pass
im really glad i got to see brittnee fitz
i miss her a bunch
i love having girl night and being fat and having emo talks.
i also think that i need to make use of my back yard
maybe next week ill have a big cookout or something
ive also decided that i dont like shopping or the mall as much as i used to
i still go there all the time but now its just a place to hang out
nothing really intrests me anymore
ive decided to start making my own clothes
haha lets see how long that lasts.
i love how in ocracoke everyone is so laid back
maybe ill be a hippie when i grow up
everyone there is so like natural
there was a whole store or hemp products there
everything from clothes to cooking utentils was all made from hemp
it was so great.
i also got to watch my hippie friend sing at the local bar.
hes going to be really big someday.
there was a really big thunderstorm last night
i layed in my bed and watched out the window for like 3 hours straight and just thought about everything
i think i take a lot of things in my life for granted
i have such a good family and i know my parents would do anything for me
and even though i can be an asshole to my sister,
she always seems to idolize me
im so lucky to still have both sets of grandparents
and my great grandfather is on his death bed right now in the hospitol
but to tell the truth, im not really that devistated about it
my great grandmother and him were just like the movie the notebook
you couldnt have found a better couple.they were crazy for eachother
she was diognosed with alzheimers and died a few years later but he stayed alive.ever since then hes always talked about how god was playing a "cruel joke" on him by keeping him alive.i love him to death and i know he loves me and the rest of my family with all of his heart but i think his time is finially coming to an end and he will be so much happier once he passes away and is with my great grandmother again.
so i just got off the phone with lorenzo
i miss him.
i miss when him and me and matt and quigg used to hang out everyday
im really glad that hes dating shar now.
i dont really know her but i know hes really happy and i think they make a cute couple.
i wish i had what they have.
i just found out that my friend matt killed himself today after he found out that his friends auden and skyler killed themselves yesterday.He shot him self because of their death..RIP
i also found out a few weeks ago that Andrew McMahon [lead singer of something corporate and jacks mannequin] was diagnosed with lymphatic leukemia.
both of their familys and friends are in my prayers♥