Fasting
Today, I'm fasting, because of my careless binging i've been doing the past three days. I can't take it anymore, no wonder why I'm feeling depressed.
I feel like my life is just so completly out of my control, my brother leaving, the earth quake in china where one of my other brothers is, my stupid father, and my mom being stressed out, ashley bein upset, john and bubba being so rude and just selfish. I can't do anything about this stuff. I'm so annoyed and stressed out these days, I think i need to go running, but the weather has been so shitty still. In oregon the weather is supposed to be nice in may thru august, no no no its grey and rainy here, i hate it right now. School sucks balls, my mom told me shes not sending me to montana next year. I just want to give up. I honestly dont care anymore.
Right now, of course i have to have coffee, plus it will help clear out my system for the day, but thats pretty much all, maybe i'll go get a diet coke, and some crystal light thingys.
I just want to be happy about everything, including myself.
Good luck everyone else
♥
--Katelyn--
I feel like my life is just so completly out of my control, my brother leaving, the earth quake in china where one of my other brothers is, my stupid father, and my mom being stressed out, ashley bein upset, john and bubba being so rude and just selfish. I can't do anything about this stuff. I'm so annoyed and stressed out these days, I think i need to go running, but the weather has been so shitty still. In oregon the weather is supposed to be nice in may thru august, no no no its grey and rainy here, i hate it right now. School sucks balls, my mom told me shes not sending me to montana next year. I just want to give up. I honestly dont care anymore.
Right now, of course i have to have coffee, plus it will help clear out my system for the day, but thats pretty much all, maybe i'll go get a diet coke, and some crystal light thingys.
I just want to be happy about everything, including myself.
Good luck everyone else
♥
--Katelyn--