Mar 27, 2005 13:47
what a weird weekend. visiting grandma was special. shes as crazy as ever. makes me feel kinda crazy too. and then saw last night just fucked with my brain and kept me from sleeping. haha im such a wuss. and now its easter and its almost april and im getting scared of the end of the year bc that means that high school is over. period and done, end of sentence. and that is fucked up. and i need to get off my ass and get a job. fuck. ive had entirely too much coffee today. i need to stop making whole pots of it for myself. im still angry over the vegan thing. stupid mommy. i think im going to go bite all my nails off now.