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Jan 27, 2007 13:22

This has honestly been one of the most wonderful months of my entire life. Well, wait, hold that thought... this last year has just been amazing. Yes, there have been hard times, but they have been different from before. Charlie and I were at breakfast this morning after a freezing cold run in Rhode Island and he asked me how the situation with my family was going, saying that it looked like things were better judging from my mannerisms... Funny thing is, things have developed into a situation far worse than a week ago, but still, I've somehow managed in this last year to remove myself from situations that will only pull me down, and not depend fully on just me to fix everything. I know that I can't fix every situation. All I can do is look at what is in my control and work with those elements. In doing this, many things that I have wanted to have happen in my life have just started to occur without much effort on mypart to create situations for myself that I have longed for. I guess it's true, everything happens when you're not looking for it. I can't beleive I go home next Thursday. It just flew by. I am planning to come back out in March, and then looking into coming here in May till July when I go to Europe. I was definitely tempted to take a semester off and move in with Kaira and stay, but the dream of coming back here for two years after I graduate has pushed me back to SMC... Oh, and also.. it is nice :)

Must be nice
Having someone you can come home to from a long day of work
Must be nice
Having someone you don't have to show they know exactly where it hurts
Must be nice
Having someone who trusts you despite what they've heard
Someone as mighty as a lion but still as gentle as a bluebird
Must be nice
Having someone you don't have to tell you don't want to be alone
Must be nice
Having someone you can grow old with until God calls ya'll home
Must be nice
Having someone who understands that I have feelings too
someone who loves you for sure
you just remember to never let 'em go

..i won't :)
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