I want it to be over so bad.
This has been a long time coming.
Magsisimula ako sa umpisa. Di ko to ginusto. I most certainly didn't deserve this. The other people involved didn't either.
Sabihin niyo na kung anong gusto niyo sabihin pero di talaga ko magbubudge sa mga sinabi ko. Dahil yun talaga yung pinaniniwalaan ko.
Hindi niyo maintindihan? Alam niyo kung bakit? Kasi di niyo iniintindi. Kailangan ko pa ba i-spell out. Nakakapagod magexplain. Nakakapagod magalit. Nakakapagod magbigay. Binigay ko na yung pride ko, yung pang-uunawa ko, yung panahon ko, higit sa lahat yung pakikipagkaibigan ko.
Alam niyo kung ano pa yung pinakainiiwasan ko yun pa yung nangyari eh. May nasabi nakong masakit. And I sincerely apologize for the things I said that may have hurt. But still, I'm not taking any of it back, I was saying earlier that people say things in the heat of the moment that they don't really mean and you just have to understand it wasn't really them talking but the anger that has taken over them. Guess what? I meant every single thing I said. They might not be entirely true but I still meant it.
I'm really downright insulted by this whole thing. Insulted and disappointed. I'm trying, I really am, but I still can't seem to begin to understand the whole reason behind this. But the thing is, at least I'm trying.
Ayoko na magsalita ng masama pa pero sa totoo lang, hindi siya yung sumira sa atin, KAYO. KAHIT ANO PANG SABIHIN NIYO KAYO ANG SUMIRA NG KUNG ANO MANG MERON TAYO.
I don't know if we can have it back, I don't even know if I'm willing to try at all.
It just seems like it's not even worth it.
Magsisimula ako sa umpisa. Di ko to ginusto. I most certainly didn't deserve this. The other people involved didn't either.
Sabihin niyo na kung anong gusto niyo sabihin pero di talaga ko magbubudge sa mga sinabi ko. Dahil yun talaga yung pinaniniwalaan ko.
Hindi niyo maintindihan? Alam niyo kung bakit? Kasi di niyo iniintindi. Kailangan ko pa ba i-spell out. Nakakapagod magexplain. Nakakapagod magalit. Nakakapagod magbigay. Binigay ko na yung pride ko, yung pang-uunawa ko, yung panahon ko, higit sa lahat yung pakikipagkaibigan ko.
Alam niyo kung ano pa yung pinakainiiwasan ko yun pa yung nangyari eh. May nasabi nakong masakit. And I sincerely apologize for the things I said that may have hurt. But still, I'm not taking any of it back, I was saying earlier that people say things in the heat of the moment that they don't really mean and you just have to understand it wasn't really them talking but the anger that has taken over them. Guess what? I meant every single thing I said. They might not be entirely true but I still meant it.
I'm really downright insulted by this whole thing. Insulted and disappointed. I'm trying, I really am, but I still can't seem to begin to understand the whole reason behind this. But the thing is, at least I'm trying.
Ayoko na magsalita ng masama pa pero sa totoo lang, hindi siya yung sumira sa atin, KAYO. KAHIT ANO PANG SABIHIN NIYO KAYO ANG SUMIRA NG KUNG ANO MANG MERON TAYO.
I don't know if we can have it back, I don't even know if I'm willing to try at all.
It just seems like it's not even worth it.