Ugh.
It's almost past 4 am and I still can't sleep. I'm having one of those episodes again. Maybe I just need a good cry, what I need to figure out now is how to make that happen, considering that the only thing that makes me remotely sad these days is the fact that I can't smoke when I'm at home. That doesn't even make me sad, it just frustrates me. Maybe a movie will do the trick, any suggestions? I don't want to watch Dancer in the Dark again, I might dream of Bjork. She scares me a bit. Haha.