So, long time no LJ...
I tend to keep my posts on the 'lage and LJ LOST or "fandom" related. I don't make it a point not to discuss my personal or "real" life, sometimes I just feel like it's not post worthy. While others might post about what they ate for diner or the color underwear they have on, I just don't. While I often enjoy reading the minute details of your lives, I tend to keep most personal stuff to myself. It's a problem I have in my "real" life as well. I'm not good at communicating my feelings. I even keep friends at a distance sometimes. I guess I don't like feeling vulnerable. Actually, I HATE feeling vulnerable. I don't like crying and I don't like not being able to control my emotions.
Anyway, I just wanted to tell everyone that the reason I was absent for the past few weeks was that my father was pretty ill in the hospital. On Thursday he died. I think I'm holding up pretty well, but I may just be fooling myself. I guess we'll see...
Anyway, I just wanted to tell everyone that the reason I was absent for the past few weeks was that my father was pretty ill in the hospital. On Thursday he died. I think I'm holding up pretty well, but I may just be fooling myself. I guess we'll see...