I wish that you wouldnt fabricate our relationship. Tell them how you ran away with my best friend/roomate after I gave the scumbag a place to sleep and help him buy that brand new motorcycle he is riding around with you. When I lay awake every night cold and alone wondering if you will return. I have no credibility to say, but I dont deserve this
wow heather snooping thru my life again like its your business. why dont you stay out? aww you miss me too much... or is it jerry? either way its my life.
how were you sticking up for me it sound like you were moking me? well it just shows you how the way someone reads something can sound like something completly different. anyways all i have been hearing is how im a horrible person for this and that so i figured i would hear no less from you for sure. and the dream.... was i dead?
i work 50 hours a week now. its great getting ten hours overtime. plus i get awesome deals on bikes. i work from 9-6 from tues.-sat. so its not bad hours either. i like it i get off and ill go riding with people. fun stuff.
i didnt either. we can talk jerry as long as you dont pull a stunt like last night. dont EVER follow me home again. and its not about him at all. also you dont lay in bed cold not when you have that great blanket of mine.
jerry im not innocent but im not the bad guy either. im tired of always being the bad guy in everyones eyes. the good thing about this is i dont have to care anymore what anyone thinks. i will always love you no matter what. so how horrible can i be?
this is my goodbyetotalchaos77October 30 2005, 21:11:37 UTC
you have an awesome boy now, right? mike is such a good guy. just think, if he screwed me over this bad, what makes you think that he wont do that to you. I know im better than him in every way. Im better than this. the fact that you chose him over me really makes me sick. im sorry to say this, i really am, but I no longer hold a place in my heart for you anymore. think of me when you hold him at night, remember the empty promises you spoke. ask yourself if the pain and hatred you caused is worth the love you gained. remember what wear around your neck. You are dead to me now and forever...
" here we stand before the abyss. It is void of all the dreams in which we had pictured it..."
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hey kaitlyn.
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why dont you stay out?
aww you miss me too much... or is it jerry?
either way its my life.
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i had a dream about you so i came to your journal. BIG MISTAKE OBVIOUSLY. no need to respond.
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well it just shows you how the way someone reads something can sound like something completly different.
anyways all i have been hearing is how im a horrible person for this and that so i figured i would hear no less from you for sure.
and the dream....
was i dead?
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well what did i get at the mall?
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where do you work now?
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its great getting ten hours overtime.
plus i get awesome deals on bikes.
i work from 9-6 from tues.-sat.
so its not bad hours either.
i like it i get off and ill go riding with people.
fun stuff.
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we can talk jerry as long as you dont pull a stunt like last night.
dont EVER follow me home again.
and its not about him at all.
also you dont lay in bed cold not when you have that great blanket of mine.
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im tired of always being the bad guy in everyones eyes.
the good thing about this is i dont have to care anymore what anyone thinks.
i will always love you no matter what.
so how horrible can i be?
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" here we stand before the abyss. It is void of all the dreams in which we had pictured it..."
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