Dec 11, 2006 21:07
why? why did I agree to do Mikey's homework? even offer up my (strangely limited) time and effort?
is it because I knew if I didn't do it it wouldn't get done and he'd flunk out of expensive school?! or because I like to feel helpful to my stressed out friends? I love the boy, yes, but damnit, I've had it up to HERE (raises hand above head) with postmodernism and blobjects.
write an outine and paper on something I know near nothing about? yeah, sure, I can do that, but really now, why would I want to? I shouldn't bitch, I just cannot help it.
this is exactly why I am not enrolled in college, I have NO interest in spending my time organizing and pontificating on ANY given subject matter. What would i rather be doing? oh, i dunno, reading fiction, writing fiction or watching fiction.
FICTION! LOOK HOW I LOVE IT!
now, back to the facts...
and the fact is I am overwhelmed; again,my ambition outreaches my ability. d'oh.