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i hate how i feel completely helpless. i wish i could help him in someway, so badly. i hate how my dad completely fucked him over. i hate how the united states government is so fucked up. i have no respect for the united states marines. i don't believe in the war we're fighting. it's a war that can't be won. we're basically killing our own people by sending them over. cool president bush. you fucking faggot. i hate how i won't get to be with him for christmas. i hate the thought of him sitting in the fucking brigg by himself on fucking christmas. i hate that he's so miserable. i hate that i know i'm the only one he has too and he can't be with me here. i hate it. i hate how i can't do anything for him. i hate how i can never talk to him. i hate that i was born into such a fucked up family. i hate this situation so much. i just wish there was something i could do to help him, ANYTHING. i miss him so much and i know he's so miserable and i hate that thought.