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I slept so badly last night...i just kept dreaming about work, which isnt good, did my head in lol. I woke up soo many times, the last time was at 5 to 4 and then 7...must have woke up every hour before too though. Ummm yeah, feel a bit weird this morning- got a headache and feel a bit shaky and weak, like i'm energyless. I went to bed when i got home, but could only sleep for an hour but then got this sleep paralysis thing that i always get thats scary - cant move and can feel my heartbeat get dead fast and stuff, its really scary, its why i cant sleep late. So now i'm up.
Work yesterday was really bad - theres this really bitchey nurse that ive decided i hate. She's really awful - like we sat everyone up for dinner, and she'll come and say that they're not sat up enough, and...its hard to explain but theres a lot of small things. She doesnt ask u to do something, she tells u to do it as if ur stupid. I was telling trisha, a girl in the laundry about it, and she sed a lot of people dont like her coz shes a bitch so just ignore it.
Ummm apart from that, didnt like the agency woman i was put with in the morning either. Just didnt have a good day. The afternoon got better at least. Umm yeah so was in a mardy. Craig picked me up at 5, and we argued lol - it was mostly my fault i think because i was in such a bad mood and couldnt get rid of it..im dead distant with him when im like that coz i dont wanna take it out on him so i try to just..i dunno, keep him at arms length, dont let him cuddle me and stuff, and then he understandbly gets mad and we argue. Gonna hafta find a new way to deal with frustration and stuff coz thats not working!
Umm we made up, went to his and didnt do much, just the usual tv and computer stuff. Watched silent witness which was ace last night, cant wait for tonights episode!
Off today, got a 12 hour tomorrow though, kinda dreading it. Parents go away tomorrow. Seeing rachel later, going to her house at half 3. Nopt staying late though coz of work.
Katxx
Work yesterday was really bad - theres this really bitchey nurse that ive decided i hate. She's really awful - like we sat everyone up for dinner, and she'll come and say that they're not sat up enough, and...its hard to explain but theres a lot of small things. She doesnt ask u to do something, she tells u to do it as if ur stupid. I was telling trisha, a girl in the laundry about it, and she sed a lot of people dont like her coz shes a bitch so just ignore it.
Ummm apart from that, didnt like the agency woman i was put with in the morning either. Just didnt have a good day. The afternoon got better at least. Umm yeah so was in a mardy. Craig picked me up at 5, and we argued lol - it was mostly my fault i think because i was in such a bad mood and couldnt get rid of it..im dead distant with him when im like that coz i dont wanna take it out on him so i try to just..i dunno, keep him at arms length, dont let him cuddle me and stuff, and then he understandbly gets mad and we argue. Gonna hafta find a new way to deal with frustration and stuff coz thats not working!
Umm we made up, went to his and didnt do much, just the usual tv and computer stuff. Watched silent witness which was ace last night, cant wait for tonights episode!
Off today, got a 12 hour tomorrow though, kinda dreading it. Parents go away tomorrow. Seeing rachel later, going to her house at half 3. Nopt staying late though coz of work.
Katxx