now again i find myself..so far down...
i guess there hasn't been a ton that has happened since i have last written, mostly bad things if anything...lately i have been just hanging out trying to keep to myself and a few friends because i realized today at lunch that i am so far away from the people i used to know...that its really past the point of return...so i guess that bummed me out a little bit...but that wasn't really much of what was bothering me at all...it was mostly something else..plus..lynds is hurt...which is totally fucked up..because she doesnt deserve it..shes such an awsome person and anyone who treats her like shes not doesnt deserve her. dont worry lynds...you'll find the right one. keep your head up and keep smiling. :) Also...eric went home sick today!! :( :( haha i had no one to sit with at lunch and that was really sad! but he did call me today so he might stop by after firefighter training and hang out for a little while. um...yeah so i guess all i have been up to is track...i hurt my ankle though during basketball season and now im doing physical therapy for it..which is a little anoying cause it is taking me away from track...the season i look forward to the most! yeah i pretty much have a routine now after school....i go to monica's locker, then to mine, then to the locker room to get my track bag, and then to my car, and then to her house to get her track stuff. it usually works out just fine and i love every second of it. its everything i thought it would be and more! haha. yeah and thats pretty much it. oh and i did go to a pretty nifty hockey game firday night with all the crew. that was pretty cool and on saturday i took my sister and her friend and monica and lauren to see the secret window...it was a bit wierd...i definetly liked the butterfly effect a lot better. oh wellll. i'll write more later perhaps.