Silently
"Silently"
Looking in the mirror at a face that is no longer mine
A ring that no longer looks familiar
A promise that no longer exists.
Silently I suffer
Where there once was two, now there is one
... Not even whole, just a part...
just an empty, pathetic shell
Silently I suffer
"It will never happen to me."
Ha. Irony. Misery. Reality.
Words tossed around without regard
"Selfish." "Insecure." "Trust." "Respect."
LOVE. (or the absence of)
The fear of thinking it will never be the same
The pain of knowing it was all a lie.
Would it help to say it was all my fault?
Would it help to lie and say it's all ok?
Would it help to be the one to walk away?
Would it help to say that I was wrong.
I was wrong. Forever is not something I can achieve.
Silently I suffer wondering if the end can come soon enough.
Looking in the mirror at a face that is no longer mine
A ring that no longer looks familiar
A promise that no longer exists.
Silently I suffer
Where there once was two, now there is one
... Not even whole, just a part...
just an empty, pathetic shell
Silently I suffer
"It will never happen to me."
Ha. Irony. Misery. Reality.
Words tossed around without regard
"Selfish." "Insecure." "Trust." "Respect."
LOVE. (or the absence of)
The fear of thinking it will never be the same
The pain of knowing it was all a lie.
Would it help to say it was all my fault?
Would it help to lie and say it's all ok?
Would it help to be the one to walk away?
Would it help to say that I was wrong.
I was wrong. Forever is not something I can achieve.
Silently I suffer wondering if the end can come soon enough.