Oct 10, 2005 01:12
so here is my update today:
life is really going pretty okay, but i am really tired and feel as if i am putting too much effort into like everything (although i am really not) and i am usually not happy but im trying to stay smiley anyway. i am thinking maybe all this will wear off once i have the ability to adapt to change. do not have that yet. anyone that has put me in a difficult or uncomfortable situation as of late, i dislike strongly and without much reason. this goes the same for those who have enough negative traits to outweigh my general wish to like people and have a conflict-free life. this is getting easier and easier to accomplish. i feel i am developing angry and violent tendencies; hopefully somewhat temporary.
but for now.
motherfuckers mess, they bleed.
YA HEAR.
however i would like to repeat that i think life in general has taken a turn toward goodness, once i move past this unreasonably angry/irritable/jealous/bitch xcore stage.
<34567 kate
ps; i think i owe ekamm a beej
i think this may make me a faggot
oh, the pains of (gay)life