Do I even want to fix this?

[kate_spencer]

"I think if you figure out a place for your mother in your life then you'll be able to lose the weight you want and get over your issues."
My grandmother, Mems,  imparted that wisdom to me the other night after we'd had a few beers.
We'd been talking about how much trouble I have losing weight. I lose the same 20 pounds over and over again. I've

Comments

[eternal_ot]

Awww...*Hugs*. some questions have no answers..or maybe only time will reveal it to you.

[halfshellvenus]

From reading this, it sounds as if you're already in a pretty good place with this. You know the things you regret, you know there might have been very little difference, and you know that you were raised by two people who loved you (and NOT raised in a dysfunctional home).

It could be an unresolved wound, but it doesn't have to be, and I hope you find whatever answers to these questions you can.

[kajel]

Nicely done. I hope you find the answers you seek should you choose to seek them.

[cheshire23]

Your story of just being dropped off for two weeks with no warning is one that is far too common

[kittenboo]

It's a tough road to go down, working through all those feelings and hurt. Good for you for seeking help from a therapist and pushing through to the good place you are now.